1 Month Bandiversary ;)

Its been one month since I had my surgery. Over this month I think I have learned alot. My weight today is 233.5 which it was 230.2 the day of surgery, 239 two weeks post op. So I have gained and lost but for the month I am still up about 3 lbs since surgery. But thats ok, considering everything I have eaten! (See previous post!) I go for my first fill today and I FINALLY get to go grocery shopping tomorrow since its payday Friday! I have been looking up some great low carb recipes and I'm looking forward to trying them out! The best thing about low carb is I can eat cheese. If I couldn't eat cheese I would probably die lol. <See, that's my food addiction coming out again. I have to realize that I need food to live, i dont need to live to eat food. This is going to be a battle, I can already tell. BUT, I have a cruise at the end of July for mine and my husbands 3rd Anniversary and I am DETERMINED to be able to wear an actual bathing suit! It doesn't necessarily have to be a two piece but I'm not going to be swimming in shorts and a t-shirt like I did this summer! That was ridiculous. Because I was too fat to be caught dead in a bathing suit! I started this journey at 251 lbs so, down almost 20 lbs. I'm looking forward to being down another 20! lol  I go for my first fill today. I woke up at about 6am and had a total of 4 soft scrambled eggs. Now I'm just drinking water until 12:30. My fill is at 2:30pm and I was told not to eat 4 hours before and not to drink 2 hours before my fill. Tonight I think I will be having Broccoli and Cheese soup. My husband is on night shift so at least I dont have to cook for him! I'll update tomorrow with how the fill went! :)